"The feeling of being in love is so intense that it feels like it will last forever. We can't believe that the other person doesn't feel the same way. We can't believe that this sacred relationship has been betrayed. You may have been sure that you were in the same wavelength and that you understood each other. Meanwhile, you have been walking on parallel and eventually divergent tracks the entire time. I could not realize it for five years as I was blind, blind with pure love. Only tremendous amount of pretending and lying were the return from the other side, telling all about 'I love you'

Secrets, shared so willingly , Her deepest personal thoughts ,Trusting enough to expose her soul to someone else for more than one year, yet to me I was the man she wanted in her life. I admit I was taken for a ride cause I was blind

The feelings of betrayal and hurt may take many years to heal. "

Saturday, February 19, 2011

SO SMILE ...

If you ever wonder why it hurts ,to love and loose.
Well dont be, don’t be hurt. Its nothing big deal,
Funny right?

Is there something called true love? 
Controlled by our selfishness ,we are fulfilling our own needs
Those needs kill the love in us, as you become more and more indulge
coz of their love. You feel the comfort, you love the warmth,
Only as long as your hunger is satisfied.
Is that true love?

True love is a sacrifice,
Which never last in reality.
So many commitments you’ll
Face in life , so many walls you’ll have
Make it very unrealistic.
But True Love never dies and conquers all.
Coz it’s all about giving, not having.
No barrier is a fence for it.

Just think , have you ever truly loved someone?
Isn’t it just your personal life put in front of them?
And just using them to achieve it ?

That’s why its funny .. so funny when
Someone says , it hurts.
LOL … coz u didn’t get what you want?
True love never hurts!

If you want to love someone,
Do it in this way,

No matter what they say , be prepared
Do not expect it in return.
Ready to keep your heart empty
Let them walk away and someday
Realize the meaning of it.

When they realize what true love is.
Just be happy for what you gave
As you filled ‘one heart’ with Love!
May be once shattered , may be so needy,
Or may be so much deprived one.
If your heart knows you did it with
True Love.
Then you can smile!
SO SMILE!

Monday, February 7, 2011

We all have ups and downs in life! Forget the past and make it a last!

Dedicated to her… who got severely hurt as a result of infidelity! 
This is for you ma sweet friend…


U know ......, 

There is nothing called ‘certain
In our life, Nothing permanent, nothing called yours…
Unreal the Life is and yes very unpleasant indeed.

Faced worst things in life
Both of us did, what else could have
Happened ? we may ask…

Tempting it is to live on the past
And regret what happened so far
What will it give ,
Just utter pain and hurt. Hmmm…

Enough lamenting
Enough cries and temptations,
Let us focus on our selves
And forget the past and make it a last.

Ultimately, there are so many to laugh at us ma friend, yes that’s when all the things go wrong for us. So many looking to shrew and laugh! You cant change the world isnt it ?, just coz of a sinner  you cant let others see you cry. Lets give them a treat yeah? treat with a smile! 

How much pain you have, what ever the cost is bears
your not letting it out!
I want you to,
Wear that pretty smile! Yeah!
Get back that Self Esteem and Walk in the floor as you are THE ONE!
Things would be easier , much easier for you then ma friend.

“The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches”

Everything happens for a reason! Everything happens for GOOD!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

He Never Knew You


It’s “women” like you who are capable to do this 
It’s the thing that makes your lover cry
CRY… a flood of tears turns into a waterfall…
Pouring, pouring, pouring, sheeting down, turning into a heavy rainstorm…

He felt the change,
Her hugs felt like glass,
her kisses felt like poison
The words were so flat and fake.
“Why?” your lover asked you.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asks, confused.
He is asking you if it’s true…well is it?
Why couldn’t you tell him?
What? Are you afraid- you coward, you?
Do you even have a glimpse of how much it hurts?
In truth, NO, YOU DON’T!


He gave her heart to you… He gave you everything.
What more could you possibly want- possibly need?
You were his only one, but he was not yours…
You had others, many others
What was this he felt?
His blood was boiling, anger swelled up within him
When he told you that he knew,
You tried to act like you didn’t know what he was talking.
Why cant u trust me? You think I am sleeping around? was her reply
She begged so much as if shez gonna loose the world if he goes.

So much love he had for her that fool gave her his soul again.
Forgiving the sinister act she did.
Three weeks past,
To find out again she was with laying with another.
Imagine the pain he had?
Stammering so many lies she tired to cover.
He couldn’t take it anymore

NO MORE OF THIS

So he let you have your way
He let you go because he didn’t know you anymore

… HE NEVER KNEW YOU.
It is a mask you wear to the world, inside is so rotten.
Stinking and so disgusting
Just leave him ALONE.
He doesn’t need a “woman” like you
He doesn’t need a

C H E A T E R

Friday, January 21, 2011

Women... Why Do You Feel The Need To Cheat, When It Causes So Much Pain?

When your gf has sought to be with someone else, 
has abandoned you, look into your soul, to find 
comfort inside of you. There is nothing you have
done, nor anything you could have done to change
the outcome.

Unfaithfulness is a betrayal that causes pain and
sends your emotions into a flood of turmoil. There
are tons of emotions that apply; cause you are hurting
so much inside. It can be depression, low self-esteem,
Indecisiveness, etc.

What angers and hurts is when she thinks she has done
nothing wrong. To you it is something. It is everything.
How dare she.. she has wronged you!. To lessen her guilt,
she wants you to act as though nothing has changed,
or as though it was your fault. But of course we are
not buying into that! Either Pick up your heart and
take this in stride, or kick that woman to the side.

After all it was her, who betrayed and aggrieved you!
How would she feel if the shoe was on the otherside?

My name is Unfaithful

You've probably seen me a time or two 
In a so-called friend; you have a few
Or maybe a Girlfried who's just playing the part 
My name is unfaithful and I will break your heart.

I rip you and him to pieces, with pleasure and ease 
I lie in the smile of a scandalous tease
I have no regret, restrictions, or respect
I'm fast to occur and hard to detect
 
I'll kiss you slowly while holding you tight 
And make love to another the very next night 
No shame in tearing a beautiful creature apart 
My name is unfaithful and I will break your heart


I'm the forbidden fruit you must never eat
I'm the seductive manipulator and the handsome cheat
I'll twist your words every time you speak
I play on vulnerability and attack when you're weak


Pleasure for the moment, then pours down the rain
Now you must suffer and cause everyone pain
A double-edged sword you can't seem to outsmart
My name is unfaithful and I will break your heart