"The feeling of being in love is so intense that it feels like it will last forever. We can't believe that the other person doesn't feel the same way. We can't believe that this sacred relationship has been betrayed. You may have been sure that you were in the same wavelength and that you understood each other. Meanwhile, you have been walking on parallel and eventually divergent tracks the entire time. I could not realize it for five years as I was blind, blind with pure love. Only tremendous amount of pretending and lying were the return from the other side, telling all about 'I love you'

Secrets, shared so willingly , Her deepest personal thoughts ,Trusting enough to expose her soul to someone else for more than one year, yet to me I was the man she wanted in her life. I admit I was taken for a ride cause I was blind

The feelings of betrayal and hurt may take many years to heal. "

Saturday, January 22, 2011

He Never Knew You


It’s “women” like you who are capable to do this 
It’s the thing that makes your lover cry
CRY… a flood of tears turns into a waterfall…
Pouring, pouring, pouring, sheeting down, turning into a heavy rainstorm…

He felt the change,
Her hugs felt like glass,
her kisses felt like poison
The words were so flat and fake.
“Why?” your lover asked you.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asks, confused.
He is asking you if it’s true…well is it?
Why couldn’t you tell him?
What? Are you afraid- you coward, you?
Do you even have a glimpse of how much it hurts?
In truth, NO, YOU DON’T!


He gave her heart to you… He gave you everything.
What more could you possibly want- possibly need?
You were his only one, but he was not yours…
You had others, many others
What was this he felt?
His blood was boiling, anger swelled up within him
When he told you that he knew,
You tried to act like you didn’t know what he was talking.
Why cant u trust me? You think I am sleeping around? was her reply
She begged so much as if shez gonna loose the world if he goes.

So much love he had for her that fool gave her his soul again.
Forgiving the sinister act she did.
Three weeks past,
To find out again she was with laying with another.
Imagine the pain he had?
Stammering so many lies she tired to cover.
He couldn’t take it anymore

NO MORE OF THIS

So he let you have your way
He let you go because he didn’t know you anymore

… HE NEVER KNEW YOU.
It is a mask you wear to the world, inside is so rotten.
Stinking and so disgusting
Just leave him ALONE.
He doesn’t need a “woman” like you
He doesn’t need a

C H E A T E R

Friday, January 21, 2011

Women... Why Do You Feel The Need To Cheat, When It Causes So Much Pain?

When your gf has sought to be with someone else, 
has abandoned you, look into your soul, to find 
comfort inside of you. There is nothing you have
done, nor anything you could have done to change
the outcome.

Unfaithfulness is a betrayal that causes pain and
sends your emotions into a flood of turmoil. There
are tons of emotions that apply; cause you are hurting
so much inside. It can be depression, low self-esteem,
Indecisiveness, etc.

What angers and hurts is when she thinks she has done
nothing wrong. To you it is something. It is everything.
How dare she.. she has wronged you!. To lessen her guilt,
she wants you to act as though nothing has changed,
or as though it was your fault. But of course we are
not buying into that! Either Pick up your heart and
take this in stride, or kick that woman to the side.

After all it was her, who betrayed and aggrieved you!
How would she feel if the shoe was on the otherside?

My name is Unfaithful

You've probably seen me a time or two 
In a so-called friend; you have a few
Or maybe a Girlfried who's just playing the part 
My name is unfaithful and I will break your heart.

I rip you and him to pieces, with pleasure and ease 
I lie in the smile of a scandalous tease
I have no regret, restrictions, or respect
I'm fast to occur and hard to detect
 
I'll kiss you slowly while holding you tight 
And make love to another the very next night 
No shame in tearing a beautiful creature apart 
My name is unfaithful and I will break your heart


I'm the forbidden fruit you must never eat
I'm the seductive manipulator and the handsome cheat
I'll twist your words every time you speak
I play on vulnerability and attack when you're weak


Pleasure for the moment, then pours down the rain
Now you must suffer and cause everyone pain
A double-edged sword you can't seem to outsmart
My name is unfaithful and I will break your heart